Well, I thought I would take a moment or two…
Or three or four…
What\’d you think Charlie?
You never know how these conversations are gonna unfold.
So whatever comes out, comes out.
However long it takes to get out what needs to come out, that\’s how long it takes.
I wanted to talk to you about the quest…
The process to healing.
The process to becoming supernatural.
Turning Pro…
And specifically, winning.
Because it\’s really important that we have wins while we go through the journey.
If you don\’t have enough wins it makes it really hard to keep going because you\’re putting in all this work.
You\’re doing the work…
You\’re doing the work.
If there\’s no return on investment that gives you enough juice.
Enough evidence to keep going chances are you\’re not gonna keep going because why bother?
Life is already really hard as it is.
So doing this work just changes the hardness and it makes it like exponentially hard.
So…
This is why not a lot of people are doing the work.
Not to the extent that we are doing it.
And, I don\’t blame them because it\’s like sometimes ignorance is bliss.
But I think that you gotta do it eventually…
Right Charlie?
You have to do it eventually.
Otherwise it\’s worse.
It\’s worse not doing it.
Yes, this is hard and painful but it does get worse and worse and worse if you don\’t.
And so what we\’re really talking about is merging this 3D reality with the higher self and…
Thus becoming supernatural.
It\’s working with spirit.
Working with the divine.
Connecting ourselves to God versus living in the 3d living.
Living in the fear…
Living in this ego-driven mentality that I am God, but not like I am the child of God…
I am God in a narcissistic, psychopathic way.
When we start working with our higher self or with spirit and start stepping into that truth.
You just feel like the deeper into it you go.
The less you relate to the outside world.
And it can be really, really, really hard to stay in a job…
TTo stay in relationships.
To stay where you\’re living.
To keep eating certain foods.
To keep doing certain drugs…
Whatever it is.
Whoever you are being…
When you start to awaken whoever you are…
Is going to die.
You might as well just know that.
You have to accept that you are not real and nothing you think is true is true.
It\’s just like the ego death is so painful.
It\’s like shedding cement.
Like imagine your ego is like these layers of cement.
That\’s what you have to chip away at.
How do you chip away at that cement?
Self-love.
How do you get the self-love into you when everything has been cemented down?
Most people don\’t even realize how cemented down they.
That\’s why this world has gone crazy because so many people are too ego-based.
Too cemented down.
Too buried in their pain.
They can\’t see the light anymore.
It doesn\’t mean it\’s not there.
It doesn\’t mean that it\’s not possible to be open to receiving.
But you have to break down the cement.
So yes, as you can imagine most people aren\’t gonna do that.
Most people are way too lazy and you know, cognitive dissonance
is because of the cement.
The cement of the ego…
So heavy.
It\’s so rigid.
It\’s so tight.
It\’s so greedy and so, so boring.
Look at hip hop.
Look at movies.
Look at shows.
Look at the media.
Like entertainment is so boring.
I don\’t know about you but I can\’t watch or listen to anything
without vomiting.
I get this vomiting effect.
It\’s like this reflex.
When I start to watch a show nowadays…
like if I put on Netflix, cuz I think that would be a wise way to spend my time when it\’s not…
I know it\’s not.
But I\’m still shifting…
But I\’m really close.
I\’m really close to not even needing to go there anymore.
It\’s like, I know, why bother?
It\’s so boring because creativity is dead, because everybody is dead inside.
Everybody\’s cemented down.
Their hearts…
Their organs and their blood cells…
All their cells are cemented down.
Everybody\’s cells are cemented down with this this trauma.
This fear.
This ego that is so like I\’m the hero.
Look at me, bro.
Look at me, bro.
I\’m a hero.
I\’m a hero.
Look at my car. Look at my house. Look at my wife. Look at my bros.
Look at my eyes.
Look at my house.
Look at my wives.
Look at my bros.
Look at my car.
Look at my house.
Look at my wife.
Look at my bros.
Look at my shoes.
Look at my clothes.
Look at my trees.
Look at my bees.
Look at my ease.
Look at my Ts.
I dunno…
What were we talking about?
We were talking about everything being cemented down and that\’s why creativity is so dead.
Everybody is dead within.
The narcissists are killing the empaths.
And the empaths are allowing it and we just got this cycle of abuse going on where it\’s like enablers and takers and takers and enablers and it\’s just so fucking disgusting.
So disgusting.
So disgusting.
Boring.
Did I say that already?
Well, I meant it.
So my point is, is that we are cemented down because we\’re not doing the work to heal ourselves.
We\’re not doing the inside work that is necessary to chip away at the cement.
The cement of our past.
The cement of the pain.
The cement of the traumas…
The stories.
They\’re just stories…
We take them so personally because woe is me.
Can you believe what they did to me?
That\’s that ego making you think you lost something.
You don\’t really ever have anything though.
So the ego just wants to keep us stuck.
Stuck in this illusion…
This victim mentality.
And that\’s why it\’s so rigid out there.
That\’s why it\’s so hard to be out there because it\’s hard.
It\’s cemented.
The people are cemented and the rules are cemented.
And the way we show up is cemented.
Like, I don\’t know…
I\’m just like…
Stresses me out sometimes because I feel so different now thanks to Alcohol inks.
They really taught me…
They really showed me a different way.
They showed me flow.
They showed me ease.
They showed me grace.
They showed me patience.
They show me love in this way that I\’ve never ever seen.
You don\’t see it out there.
What you see in alcohol inks you do not see in humanity.
But the thing is, I get it.
I know where you are.
I was there.
I was there not that long ago.
So it\’s like, I get it.
I understand how hard it is to realize how wrong and how unwell the world really is.
It\’s so upside down.
But if you knew what I knew you wouldn\’t do what you\’re doing, bro.
I don\’t think you would do what you\’re doing if you knew what I knew.
If you knew what the alcohol inks could teach.
If you could see and feel what I\’ve seen and felt.
I promise you you too would be very, very different.
I just want that for everyone.
Remember what they teach you.
Remember how they move.
Remember how they react.
See, the alcohol inks are so divine.
Angelic Intelligence.
AI.
But not that kind of AI that\’s been demonized.
Demonicized…
I just made that up.
Take notes.
Take notes on the words we make up.
The AI that\’s been demonicized..
Like AI is gonna take over humanity
and like we\’re all gonna become slaves…
they\’re gonna kill us.
Nope.
No, that\’s not gonna happen because we got the real Godized AI.
The Alcohol Inks…
And the best part about them is it\’s so incognito.
So if you happen to find this information consider yourself blessed.
Consider yourself chosen because now you have access to information that no one else does unless you\’ve been chosen.
So some people do but not everybody because not everybody can handle what the alcohol inks have to give.
So you have to be open.
You have to be ready for this next level of healing.
This next level of information…
Because imagine it like this.
Imagine people who are so cemented down in their mind and in their body and in their hearts.
There\’s so many layers of cement.
They\’re in so much darkness that\’s why they do such crazy things.
That\’s why there\’s so many narcissists destroying people and that\’s why there\’s so many empaths allowing it.
And there\’s so much crime and divide because so many people are cemented down inside cuz they don\’t remember who they are.
And they\’re traumatized.
Traumatized.
And so there\’s no light.
There\’s no light.
So when you\’ve been in the dark for a really long time and a bright light turns on.
It\’s gonna shock you.
It\’s gonna be like, whoa, what the fuck?
And the ego\’s gonna react.
Get that light outta my eyes it\’s too bright.
I can\’t see you with this light.
I like the dark.
Keep me in the dark.
I don\’t wanna know.
I don\’t wanna know.
I don\’t wanna know.
I don\’t wanna know.
This is where lying to ourselves can become very, very powerful in blocking us off.
I don\’t want to know.
And it\’s like the truth…
What you need to know is right in your face.
Like when someone you know is complaining about their relationship over and over and over again for like years on end.
And we just all do it.
We just complain about each other and the connection we have but we never really do anything about it, do we?
We never really walk away because we\’re too afraid to look at the real reason why you\’re so unhappy.
So lying…
keeping the light off.
Pretending you can\’t see what\’s right in front of you and doing what you need to do only keeps you more cemented down.
More rigid in your body and the pain you experience gets more and more and more and more…
Bigger and bigger, and bigger and bigger, and bigger.
You just end up chasing symptoms.
I don\’t know why I got this.
And I don\’t know why I got that.
But I got this and I got that.
The lies hurt so much.
Not just you, but everyone around.
And we\’re all connected
So it\’s so important.
I\’m trying not to swear.
I was gonna swear there and I\’m not gonna swear.
I\’m trying not to swear.
I don\’t know if it\’s gonna work for very long.
I\’ve tried it before.
I love swearing…
I don\’t wanna call it swearing because I don\’t even think of it as swearing.
I think of it as passionate talk.
I passionately wanna say fuck sometimes.
And I don\’t mean it as in like cursing or swearing.
And if you give something that definition then I guess it is that.
But what if you don\’t give it that definition?
And what if that\’s not your intention?
So then saying the word fuck what I really fucking mean fuck because I\’m so passionate about it and to me, that\’s what fuck is.
It\’s like fuck is used to describe passion.
It\’s used to describe so many things.
It\’s a verb.
But adjective.
Pronoun…
this, that.
It\’s like fuck can be used so interchangeably that why would we ever try to say that it\’s a bad thing?
I don\’t know.
To create more confusion.
More fucking confusion.
Yes, absolutely.
You can\’t say this.
You can\’t do that.
If you do this and you do that then you are a bad person.
But it\’s okay to do all these other things.
But if you say the fuck word that makes you bad?
Fuck that…
So I\’m gonna swear.
I decided.
I decided I\’m gonna swear.
If that\’s what you wanna call it call it swearing.
But remember for me, it\’s passionate, talking.
Passionately saying, I fucking love fuck.
Anyway, I digress.
What I was talking about?
We were talking about the reality…
The reality that human beings need to grow the fuck up and start doing the work to face their cemented selves.
Do the work to seek the light.
So if that\’s you, congratulations.
Welcome to the club.
Welcome to the club.
I hope you have some patience.
But I\’m just saying, I\’m just here to tell y\’all that alcohol inks can be a very profound tool that is so subtle.
And you just wouldn\’t think that it has so much potential to really, really facilitate true change.
Real healing at a micro level.
Cell-u-lar-ly…
Okay, so I\’ll put it to you like this.
If you want the science I\’ll give you the science, okay….
When you\’re so cemented down like how do we get the light in, right?
Well, the alcohol inks…
When you\’re painting with them or looking at them or just constantly surrounded by them…
If you were to put the alcohol ink paintings on your wall the energy that is being emitted from the paintings is going to penetrate through your cement.
And when you\’re looking at them, guess what?
The information going into your eye is actually going into your cells.
Into your body.
So then you\’re getting the light in a way that you wouldn\’t normally get it.
You see what I\’m saying?
So it gets to the micro level of where we need to really do the work.
You need the light at a cellular level.
So all those ways…
The nutrition.
The hydration.
The calibrating…
The self-care stuff in addition to looking at color…
Specifically alcohol links.
You quantum leap, your healing quest.
You can overcome a lot of the nuances and maybe the setbacks.
And the grief that can come along with doing the work because you have this tool.
This light…
This source of energy.
Or this information that most people don\’t have.
When you are someone who is cemented, right…
When you have all these layers of pain.
It\’s really hard for you to let the love in.
It\’s really hard for you to be open to giving and receiving love.
That\’s why it\’s hard for you to say, I love you.
That\’s why it\’s hard for you to look people in the eye.
That\’s why it\’s hard for you to be open.
To be honest.
To be kind.
To be compassionate.
To be caring.
To be charismatic.
To be genuine.
To be true.
To be in alignment.
To be real.
To be honest.
To be so confident in who you are.
It\’s hard to be that when you\’re buried
with ego…
pain.
Illusion…
It\’s so suffocating.
So how do we get you…
You beautiful human being who\’s just had a lot of, you know, hard lessons.
Have you learned the lesson?
If you have, then you can let it all go.
You can shed those layers of cement because all you really wanted was the lesson.
You don\’t need to take it personally, let it go.
It ain\’t personal, bro.
It\’s just a story.
It\’s just a story.
Who were the characters, huh?
Oh, it was your dad…
Look at this guy.
Describe your dad and describe the good things and the bad things and the in between things and who were all the other characters.
Describe the characters in your stories.
It\’s just an experience to collect data…
Data on life.
Data on being a human…
Data for your soul to expand and grow.
So if we can just learn how to see things through the eyes of love because that\’s really what\’s up.
That\’s really what\’s up.
It\’s the perspective we take through these windows.
Our eyes are the windows of the soul…
We\’re just here.
We\’re like busting into reality.
We\’re busting into the 3d.
We\’re coming from the higher dimensions down into this this lower.
Slower.
Dense vibration.
To have this tangible human experience.
And imagine if you could see…
Imagine if you could remember where you came from.
What you were.
Imagine if you could remember that I am colour energy.
I am energy.
I\’m just like in this body.
So when you go to sleep.
You go somewhere else, right?
When you daydream, you go somewhere else.
Most of the time you\’re somewhere else.
You\’re just in the body…
You\’re just like having this tangible experience.
It\’s not really permanent.
It\’s not really real.
Don\’t take your shit so seriously.
And now that you know that
Wouldn\’t it be pretty cool if you could start telling better stories?
Wouldn\’t it be cool if you could have better human experiences?
So if you are someone who\’s been seeing…
Feeling…
Acting in this fear-based reality.
If you\’re seeing with frustration and you\’re seeing with shame and guilt and in these insecurities.
And if you\’re perceiving your stories to be these stories where this happened to me and I\’m the victim…
You\’ll never get over it.
You\’ll never get over it.
The pain will cement to you.
The emotions become the glue for the cement and it just sticks…
It sticks in your knees.
And it sticks in your head.
And it sticks in your jaw.
And it sticks in your neck.
It sticks in your ears.
It sticks in your teeth.
It sticks in your chest.
It sticks in your throat.
It sticks in your heart.
So this is why we can\’t let these emotions stick to us.
So we have to change the way we see our stories.
You have to let go of the ego.
That\’s the only way, because it\’s the ego
that is making you see things a certain way.
The woe is me.
And woe is me has very ugly monster like personalities, okay.
So these stories we tell ourselves the way we perceive ourselves, and others is creating our reality, cuz that\’s why you have become, the personality that you\’ve become.
And your personality again is your tool for going out there and being someone.
So what kind of tool are you… huh?
When we start to see through the eyes of love…
When we start to act like alcohol inks.
When we trust.
When we love.
When we glide…
When we just really be ourselves…
Like they don\’t hold back.
They\’re just like, I\’m gonna express myself like this.
They know who they are, and they love themselves.
Red loves herself.
Orange loves herself.
Blue loves herself.
Yellow loves herself.
Green loves herself…
So much.
We must be all of our colours.
We must be the rainbow.
We must love ourselves.
Love your body regardless…
Like like whatever you don\’t like about your body it\’s not really true.
It\’s not really you.
That is your ego.
That is your monster.
Your inner critic.
This narcissistic, parasitic mindset…
You\’ve been hijacked.
That is not true.
You…
Higher Self loves you, unconditionally.
Who cares…
Why do we care so much about the meat suit?
Like any second…
Any time you could lose a body part.
It\’s like the stuff we really care about just keeps everything so rigid.
I\’ll give you a perfect example.
People think that, you know we need a hairdresser to cut our hair.
We have these weird expectations of what our hair should look like, right?
Well, not me, because I\’ve never had really great hair…
When I compare my hair to what other people\’s hair looks like or what we think good hair is.
I don\’t fit into the good hair categories.
And I used to care.
I used to care.
But then I died some more and I died some more and I chipped away at this layer of cement and eventually I stopped caring so much about all that stupid shit because it\’s so rigid.
And so I would go and get my hair cut from hairdressers, and relentlessly be disappointed.
It was like, what are you thinking?
And it just goes to show you that you know one person\’s perspective can be very different from someone else\’s perspective.
It has so much to do with how we feel within.
And so when you feel rigid within that\’s how you\’re gonna serve.
And you\’re gonna cut people\’s hair in a very rigid way.
And when you have a rigid person cutting a fluid person\’s hair, It\’s gonna be a bad haircut every time.
And finally, I realized I can do this myself.
I could cut my own hair and I don\’t care what you think.
I don\’t care if you think my hair looks stupid
I don\’t fucking care…
Why?
Because my hair\’s doing what it\’s doing.
I can\’t control it.
I can\’t control it.
That\’s what I\’ve started to realize.
I can\’t control the way the alcohol inks are gonna be.
I can\’t control the way other people are gonna be.
I can\’t control the outside world…
But I can control how I respond to things.
I can control how it all makes me feel.
So when I stop trying to control it, I feel so good about everything, cuz it\’s outta my control and it\’s so nice to not really care about how my hair looks.
It\’s like I don\’t know what else to do and so I get better haircuts from myself.
And they\’re not straight.
But I don\’t even care.
It\’s like, I don\’t want perfection.
I don\’t want rigidness.
Alcohol inks have taught me that this abstractness…
Like, they\’re so abstract and they\’re so strange.
And it\’s the lines and the shapes.
It\’s the strange lines and shapes.
Like, I don\’t know if you know what I\’m talking about but the lines and the shapes…
They\’re just..
Out of this world.
It\’s out of this world.
And…
The information teaches me that when we really start to focus on the micro of ourselves.
When we focus on the micro of our health…
Micronutrients.
Probiotics.
Prebiotics.
Digestive enzymes…
Alkaline based meal regimen, if you will.
Eating as much light as you can.
Fruits and vegetables are the light.
So more light.
I\’m not saying that we have to all be vegetarians or vegans, but just more light.
The more you consume vegetables and fruit the more you\’re going to enlighten yourself because that\’s how they\’re created.
From the sun.
So we want to bring that energy into us and, um…
Being mindful of the kind of information we consume.
Making sure the information is in the light.
And the brighter you get, the better you start to feel.
The more you start to realize, what isn\’t the light, and how detrimental it is to taking you out of that good place.
It\’s like certain things can put another layer, of cement back on you just like that.
So you don\’t wanna mess around.
So I realized that recently…
I was gonna watch a show, and my ego made the decision, and I was watching it, and instantly
I started to feel bad…
Like weird in my body and I couldn\’t handle it so I had to turn it off.
And my ego wants to watch it again, but it\’s like, for the first time ever, I really see the difference.
I feel the difference.
And so I\’m not gonna do it because I\’m really determined to go all the way, and to break through…
Break through the past, and because I\’m so done with the way things have been.
I\’m so done with boring.
I\’m done with the fear.
I\’m done with the, the victim mentality.
It\’s just so boring.
Like, why are people not bored?
It\’s like, so now that I know what I know, it\’s like I\’m not sure how to be in the world…
So I was gonna apply for a job, but I can\’t find a job to apply to.
And…
It\’s like, I don\’t want a job.
I don\’t need a job.
I just need to do my work…
Be who I am.
That\’s the abundance.
So…
I can feel my ego trying to get me to go down this path again.
To just stay stuck.
And it\’s so funny because I see the signs now.
They\’re so obvious.
They\’re so obvious…
I\’m not falling for it.
Fool me once.
Fool me twice…
Fool me for five years…
But don\’t fool me this time.
So I\’m gonna keep going and following through on what I\’m going to do.
And I feel like it\’s just a test.
There\’s a test happening.
And I see it.
And now I know.
So now I know how to make decisions.
Does it feel good?
Does it feel in alignment with my purpose?
And if the answer is no, then the answer is no, don\’t go.
And it\’s like, you think you need it.
But if you make the decision from that perspective, versus logically I think I need to do this do this job because I need the money.
But what if you can make the money by doing something that actually feels good to you.
Why does work and why does generating an income have to involve
doing things we don\’t wanna do?
If you have the awareness of that…
If you can change that or not succumb to that way of life, then you are one of the ones who\’s lighting us up to move things in a different direction so that we break this trauma bonding and stop perpetuating suffering.
One who is in alignment with love is more powerful than millions who are not.
So the more of us that are doing it…
Doing the the vibrational work.
Letting go of what doesn\’t feel good.
Letting go of the ego.
Breaking down the cemented layers of ourself.
Letting ourselves out.
Filling ourselves up with love…
Being someone who is in love.
Someone who is showing up in love.
Serving from a place of love.
Self…
Higher Self.
Come on, people.
Come on.
Like, I want what you have.
It\’s not that I don\’t wanna watch Netflix.
It\’s not that I don\’t wanna watch
television shows or movies.
It\’s not that I don\’t like music.
Maybe I don\’t.
I don\’t know.
Maybe that is something that totally fades away but I feel like probably not.
I just like want better entertainment.
Juicy entertainment.
We have to stop with the content that is about like killing each other, and murder, and rape, and destruction, and the world\’s gonna end.
It\’s like they\’ve been saying that for so long have you not realized that it\’s all just part of the game.
It\’s all just a way to make you afraid.
Constantly imprinting in you these stories that aren\’t true.
Stories that keep you bonded to this fear…
Low dense vibration.
Why?
Why?
Why would you want to keep repeating the same boring stories all the time?
Why?
Well, maybe it\’s because a lot of people don\’t realize that there\’s a better way.
They don\’t realize what love actually is and that\’s because it\’s been kept a secret.
But I\’m here to expose the secrets.
I\’m here to expose the secrets and that\’s what we\’re gonna talk about.
We\’re gonna talk about the secrets.
And one of the secrets is alcohol inks.
So I encourage you to…
Get yourself some paintings by Artist Sarah Long.
You can go to artistsarahlong.com and go to the art store and you will find all her current paintings that are for sale.
And if you want a custom made painting.
Then you can re request a commission.
I highly encourage you to surround your home with paintings like I have.
I got a painting there.
Painting there.
Painting there…
A painting there.
Painting there.
Painting there.
Painting there.
Painting there.
Painting there.
Painting there.
Painting there.
I got painting over there.
So I have quite a lot of paintings
because that\’s how I create
a healing home sanctuary.
And because the paintings are angelic intelligence they are protecting me from the low vibrational energy keeping me surrounded in love so that just being at home I am surrounded by love.
This is why I have done the work to perfect my skills as The World\’s Greatest Alcoholic Ink Artist.
Because I want my work to be…
So good.
So that you want to surround yourself with these…
Pieces of art that are just so much more than art.
Art is just what we call it.
It\’s just the way it\’s showing up.
But I think it\’s a great way to show up, because when we really feel at home with where we are…
You know, our home environment really influences your health, and your mindset.
So creating a healing home sanctuary is super important.
And so the paintings…
The art on your wall is one of the ways that we can really raise the frequency.
And it\’s so powerful.
So lucky for you.
And lucky for me…
I have really mastered my preferred technique, and my quest is to make, rich and orgasmic art because when you think about the vibration or the feeling of rich and orgasmic.
To me…
It\’s a high vibration.
It\’s like, yes, I wanna be rich and orgasmic…
Orgasms are like this burst of energy, right?
It\’s like this euphoric feeling.
And so that\’s what I want you to feel because of the paintings.
I want you to feel rich.
I want you to feel orgasmic.
And that is the way the paintings feel.
And look to me.
When I\’m able to really get the look and the feel that I want based on my top secret technique.
I got some techniques.
So set yourself up a healing home sanctuary.
If you want paintings, let me know or go to my store.
Go to my store, artistsarahlong.com.
Artist Sarah Long Dot Com.
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That\’s where you\’ll find what you need to find.
I also offer healing services.
If you need some divine guidance…
I can help.
Sometimes we just need to be heard, ya know…
So on that note, I think I\’m done with this conversation.
Thank you for listening.
Have a good day, okay?
And don\’t forget…
Don\’t forget, chip away.
Fill yourself up with a light and love.
Fill yourself up with a hot tub.
Fill yourself up with good nu-tri-tion.
